BABY

My dream is becoming a great mother.

 I’ve had this dream since I was an elementary student.My parents divorced and my mother remarried in NZ. Now I live with my father.

I rarely felt any warmth and satisfaction in my family because I have a toxic parent.

My brother and I have hated him so much that we have called our crazy father  “Garbage”(I’m not sure whether word is appropriate  Garbage or Trash).We’ve cooperated and fought against him.

My brother,Thoiq was often scolded and punched by Garbage.It always forced its opinions and we had to obey its rules.We had been banned from playing games,watching TV,having snacks and buying favorite comics.It forced us to kiss each other because we talked noisy in the car.We have spent black decade.

Eventually, Thoiq decided to live in the dormitory due to escape from it.He gained freedom and grew up happily.He works now.He always helps me a lot, for instance, he bought me a phone for Christmas and take me trip with him in summer vacation, so I have a big gratitude for him.

 I will start my new life independent from Garbage. I want to make many friends, visit many places, and go through many things.

Someday I will get married to a great person and give birth a child. I want my baby to grow up happily and  feel satisfaction with their own life.

 I hope my future will be super happy ✌️